Who makes you happy? Who cares about you if youre sad? Who would worry himself sick if anything happened to you?
Is this chancer enjoying the thrill of the chase? The fact that you re getting married might be very 'dangerous' for him. Does he care about you?
We can all have sexual attraction to another person. Thats easy, it happens to us all. But your h2b ( Im guessing) loves you beyond that, loves you warts and all.
It sounds like you are being torn assunder. Dont tell h2b until you have made your decision whether youre going to stay with him or not. This might all blow over, he doesnt need to know. Poor pet.
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